Well it has been awhile and a lot to update. 1st I am no longer working which tunred out to be a great thing. Getting paid to stay home isnt such a bad gig.
I am slowly learning to be by myself..I never thougt I would be the kind of person that would go to church by myself...I have gone out to eat by myself...worked out by myself...EVEN fixed my own brakes...next maybe i will go to a movie by myself!!! It is slowly all coming together.
I have cut all ties with the FD and some of those were not easy to do...but none of them had my best interest at heart. I will not surrond myself with people who want to have me fit into their mold. I am my own person. One day I will love but not right now...I am ok... happy and ok!!!!!!!!!!
